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Shashelle_a_Elle
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Name: Michelle
Birthday: 1/5/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: i love God, music, learning new things, watching movies with friends, going out and doing random nothing with friends, working with the band. i like to procrastinate, and talking on the phone, laughing with God, going to museums (wierd right) and plays, Dunkin D's for hours at a time drinking one cup of coffee the whole time, road trips, waking up late after a late night hanging with friends and getting up early just to make the day longer! and motorcycles, eating with chopstix, foreign food, fixin stuff!, diet pepsi caffeine free, lobster, my fish "fluffy", xanga, myspace, meetin new people, and takin lots of pictures, reading and studying the Bible, French, Hebrew, goin out to breakfast with the breakfast club on wednesdays, the ocean, poetry, boating, my cat Angel and i'll find more lata...
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Member Since:
5/17/2006
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| Its Easter and it is a good day! i'm very cold but that comes with days that are colder than Christmas days. I must say that the past week hasn't been the best, for several reasons of which I will not discuss. But, yesterday was particularly hard for no real reason. I was with the best of people when i'm down, and they make me smile almost all the time, but i had that gut feeling, that "ur not okay, figure out what the heck is wrong and get it out". i felt entirely lost and tired and didn't bother to pull anyone aside and say so. BUT an amazing thing happened and an amazing couple of sermons were preached today! The thing that happened, that i now understand, was when I was listening to Mr. Goddard play his guitar. This family is amazing and you can feel the love of God in that house. Mr. Goddard was playing a song, and i started crying. Is that suppose to be good? well, yes! I didn't get it at the time, but the music and the words, and the person that delivered the music were entirely sincere and must have said something to me in some way to make me so comfortable that I could just let loose. No one noticed, and i suppose that is better, now that I think of it. something finally broke through my shield. and I cried for help. The entire day, I had been so distracted, and distressed and trying to figure out exactly what was bothering me, that I was not paying attention to anything that God wanted me to. Today, in the sermons there was talk of the disciples and how they were so disappointed that they became too distracted to see or recognize Jesus talking to them. in the other sermon, one statement will stay with me, "God is still working on all of us!" No matter who we are, we are never finished, we have never learned enough, and even Peter denied Jesus three times and needed God to intervene in his life. No excuses, we should have faith, those who believe without seeing are blessed, and we should never be blind to God speaking to us, but everyone is still being worked on. are you perfect? i'm far from it! wow, really far! but I love God, and this morning during church, the one thing i have been looking forward to all week, i giggled. He showed me my joy, that i kept missing. and i listened. i got kinks, but He's gonna help me even when I get down again. He told me so! He told us all. | | |
| wow, so it has been along time... but i thought i'd share a little bit of my life with you... granted i have always been a little camera shy, these might be a little aged... 
This is me walking in my favorite place! I was sporting my newest fashions and feeling oh so confident while strolling along the beach! 
This was a fish net i happened to get caught in. I'm quite clumsy. I never get tired of sneaking up on my mom and scaring her though! 
I work on cars with my dad when we are both home at the same time. Sometimes i try on his hat. I've always been somewhat of a daddy's girl. 
If you never knew, i am a new strain of punk... nehhh, i'm just a cutey! 
I've never really like dolls that much, and despite my hostility towards her...it... these were some of my calmer years. 
And this is one of my recent christmas pictures. That whole santa thing... it never really flew with me. The big jolly red guy understood though. He gets it all the time. Well those were just a few tidbits from my life. Yes, it is the real deal. Everything I said was true! cars, santa, beach! | | |
| Hmmm. So, little thoughts on life that I decided that I had the time to write about. THE TASK. there are two ways to complete a task: One, is to jump right into it. Take initiative and try to solve it move by move. Spontaneity is the key. In the process be sure to insult and criticize people that mess up your plan and then tell them to do another task that you assign. And the second way, a slightly more advanced method. Sit down now. Make sure that you have a group leader who is well dressed and well spoken who says things like twas and tis and brethren. Everyone must wear fancy cloths and must carry a note pad and pencil. Take notes during the meeting, and outline a plan of action for the task. Now, proof read it again and again until only the extremely educated person could understand all the “there for” and “as in” s of the document. Now tuck it away in a desk and tell people it is solved. Pat yourself on the back for a job well done, and go along with business. (There is of course, a third way to solve a task, but no one has fun with that, so no one wants to hear that) | | |
| K, so as you can see, i haven't posted anything since the month of october and it is now november. I still have to organize my resume and get my senior pictures taken, and then i have to ask people for recommendations. I don't think that i really want to go to college, but at the same time, i don't want to stay here for the rest of my life. The only thing that i have ever been sure of is that i want to travel. The two must visits are France and Israel! and it looks like i'm might be able to make it there. College is a good way to explore options i guess. Right now, I am looking at BICS, and then at a two year photography school. I have to get a contact lens appointment soon, get another pair of backup glasses, and go shopping for winter cloths for my job. And then i have to go and visit my colleges. Its all googly gook. I've been knitting. three scarves (on my fourth) two hats (making another one) and one pair of glove things. yup, knitting is ma life! jk. but i luv it! well. If anything is clear, I know that i am being pointed in the direction of BICS. Twas quite clear. At least as a first year. If I were meant to go anywhere else, I would have had a little more desire to go and a point to go. BICS fills my wanting to learn more about the Bible, and to travel to Israel, and it allows me to have one more year immersed in the Bible to figure out where my life should go. Where better to find out what God wants me to do than at a Christian college learning about Him. | | |
| Live your life with the sole purpose being to glorify God.
How many of us can say we live that life? | | |
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